A Late Nite Ramblin

Today has been a day thats for sure! To start things off, I haven't had alot of sleep. Lately I have been having HUGE problems sleeping so I am always a little bit more cranky than I need to be. John had to stay late at work tonight so I went and picked him up and then we were off to dinner...how sweet right? NOPE! My husband sweetly informs me over dinner that he has applied for a job in Anderson, Indiana and he is the first pick for the job right now...ummm WTF!? So after I got over that shock he also begins to explore options for opening a boxing/MMA gym in our hometown. Ok now I am so confused are we staying? are we going? I honestly have no idea whats going on! Just to give him props I will say that the gym would probably be a good idea because around here there are alot of fight clubs but they all "train" in homemade garage gyms. If we did get a state of the art gym we would make a killing, but I am so not a gym person :)

Just to explain the random picture I attached to this post, my sister is my absolute world. She is my best friend and absolute confidante. Whenever I think of moving I think about how hard it will be not to see her everyday. Also I thought it would make this post so much better if I attached her pretty face and of course if you are anything like me, you had to read until you found out why there was a random girls picture attached. So yes I did it so that you would read what I had to say...Just kidding.

Obviously I have alot going on in my head right now so I think it would be best for me just to retire to my side of the bed and pray about it. God Bless and sleep good.

Complete and Utter Newbie

I have never blogged a day before in my life and I have never had writers block as bad as I do right now. I guess this will just be a heads up as what to expect and a little background info. I married the love of my life July 12, 2008, since then we have been both trying to have a child and trying to move away. Neither have been successful. Its not that we do not like our hometown we are both just very adventurous people and we enjoy seeing new sights. Right now I am a stay at home wife because I have no idea what I want to do with my life. My absolute dream is to work at a museum but I live in one of the forgotten corners of the world so there is no chance of that happening :)

Just to completely change the subject, I don't know how every other couple out there is but when I see my husband sleep I fall in love with him all over again. Its just the innocent look and the way that he reaches for my side of the bed without even realizing, words cannot even describe how my heart swells. I know that probably seemed kinda out there but I am sitting at my computer at 2:34 am and I happened to look over and my hunnys sweet face. I also happen to see my fish whom I am pretty sure are about to croak due to cloudy water. I'm not a bad caretaker its just a big tank and I haven't exactly figured out how to clean the water without making many backbreaking trips up and down that stairs.

Well I am sure you are tired of listening to me rant, I promise the next one will make more sense and not be all over the place. Hope you all sleep well and God Bless